This night I am really constipated probably a side effect of the medicines that I take. I must say I almost fainted and it made me question all my theories that you are not the body and so on. I must admit the body if it has a health problem, has the capacity to make the body very, very, very real. Now, I have decided to relax and do some things that I love to do like writing and listening to music. And my shit, I am sure it will leave my body eventually. It always does.